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made music my life. I started learning to play the piano when I was 9 years
old and have been learning to play ever since. So far during my studies
at the Eastman School of Music, I've come to learn that music is a never
ending process of commitment and development. Piano performance majors at
Eastman are known to practice for hours on end, and sometimes we feel we
practice to no avail. This is not to say that I don't improve, I just don't
realize it during the process. I don't feel satisfied until I take the time
to compare where I am today to where I was 6 months ago and how much progress
I've made. It's a good feeling! I only become worried when I compare where
I am now to where I need to be 6 months from now. But with this worry comes
this focus on what I need to work for and what I will need to do. It's very
motivating and puts things in perspective for me.
Enter Aikido.
I discovered Aikido
when I was in Rochester during my freshman year at Eastman School of Music.
Before I came to pursue my studies at Eastman, I had a brief background
in Tai Chi and had always been interested in different studies of martial
arts. While at Eastman I was browsing the internet and stumbled upon a
compilation of Morihei Ueshiba's teachings called The Art of Peace. It
immediately piqued my interest and I started researching Aikido more thoroughly.
Luckily, Rochester's Aikido Kokikai is less than half a mile from the
Eastman dormitory so I was able to walk to and from without problems.
After my first class, I was addicted. I still joke with my friends today
telling them that I need my weekly doses of Vitamin "A".
After I got a feel
of what Aikido Kokikai was about, I started to realize the similarities
it had to the study of music. Feeling was the first thing that came to
mind. I still remember my professor at Eastman asking if I knew the difference
between sound and noise in music and piano playing. He said that sound
is controlled, supported, and pleasant to the ear. Noise, on the other
hand, can be harsh, unpleasant, and simply sounds uncontrolled or scattered.
In order to achieve sound instead of noise, one has to know how to strike
the key on the keyboard of a piano. The keys on the piano cannot be approached
by the finger alone. The keys have to be approached by the finger, which
is lead by the hand, which is lead by the arms and into the shoulders,
which in turn is felt in the body. The keys on the piano have to be approached
with the entire body with preparation. As far as I know, this is also
true with string instruments, such as the violin or cello, and how the
bow is placed and drawn across string. Approached with tension, muscle,
and all the wrong ingredients, the sound that will come out of the body
of the string instrument can be very repulsive. Approached correctly,
the sound can be full, deep, and very beautiful.
When striking a key
on the piano correctly, it is as if the sound from the piano is responding
to your body and its approach, rather than a reaction of the mechanisms
in the piano to the finger hitting the key. The concept of unbendable
arm, I have found, is very effective when applied to piano playing. We
have to relax the shoulders, make note of our elbows, and simply flow
with the music. I have found this to be much harder that it seems, and
I still tense up often which affects my sound and music making.
The second connection
that I made was breathing. Surprisingly, a lot of pianists forget to breathe
when they perform. I am a victim to this. I remember a guest teacher giving
a class and I was performing for him. I only played a small passage in
my music before he stopped me and screamed, "You aren't breathing!
You have to breathe! Nowhere in the music did the composer mark 'do not
breathe'!" We can become so tense that our breathing suffers, our
posture suffers, and our music suffers, and ultimately our bodies suffer.
Being tense and having the wrong posture or positioning can lead to many
injuries, such as carpal tunnel syndrome, tendonitis, bursitis, cubital
tunnel syndrome, just to name a few. This isn't to be taken lightly because
it can seriously affect a musician's career.
Aikido has helped
me to rethink and become more aware of what my body was doing and, more
importantly, I started listening to how my body was feeling. I remember
an exercise one of my professors made me do. I was with another colleague
performing for my professor when she stopped us, made us literally sprint
up and down the halls of Eastman until we were out of breath and made
us immediately play again. Only this time, the music flowed. We weren't
playing our instruments because we had to - we were listening to each
other, responding to each other, and living the music. The piece that
we were playing finally became very enjoyable. After this particular lesson,
my colleague and I expressed how much fun we had and how happy we felt
about how things went. It was one of those moments when things seemed
to take on a whole new perspective for me, and I matured just a little
bit more because of it. This is what keeps me practicing the piano. Aikido
has taught me the same thing, just in a different way - to flow, to listen,
to respond, and to live in the moment.
Through my music
making I am practicing Aikido, and through Aikido I am practicing my music.
I cannot think of many things more fantastic than that.
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April Mind/Body
Class - Thurs. April 19 at 7:00 pm, lead by Judy Warner and Dan Rozman.
Dojo Meeting
- Dojo meeting for blue, brown and black belts, Tues., May 22 at 8:00
pm, more details to follow.
Summer Camp
- Thurs. July 19-Sun. July 22, Villa Nova, PA in the air conditioned Jake
Nevin Field House, watch bulletin board for more details.
Maruyama Sensei
in Rochester - Sat. July 28 - Sun. July 29, more details to follow.
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